AF is here.  I am trying to stay positive…but it’s not working.  Why does this have to suck so bad?

was for all intent an purposes -tive.  That isn’t to say that the second line wasn’t there – just that it was an evap.  I used a different brand test ( Answer) and it gave me one – just not the one I wanted.  I guess I should note that AF still has not shown.  She will soon though my boobs tell me so.  If for some insane reason I have not started by next Monday I am going to the doc regardless of the damn tests.  This so fucking sucks.  The next cycle will be clomid, pre-seed, tea with honey and exercise.  Maybe that will be the magical concoction to make our baby.

It’s a BFN this morning for us.  Dang it.